Saturday, October 18, 2008
Bf departure.
Baby flying off today......
1 month without him beside me........
okie i'm soooo sad ............. only Allah know how i feel....
i'm so alone nw......
he is only person that is with me...
He is my fren,my listener,my buddy,my bf,my lover,my driver,my rider,my motivater
Perphap my everything.....
Please i prayed u selamat pergi dan selamat balik sayang......
1 month sey....
okie i'm crying while i'm writing this post...i jus can't control myself....
i'm goin to be alone.....
thx beeenna for wanted to accompany.due to bf nt around....
..........her msg goes..........
Beenna:yatiee nt goin raya..??
me:no lah
Beenna:wanna go sentosa..??
me:sending bf to airport
Beenna:i tot he went ready.
hehe...
thx darling tooo concern abt me....i noe u wanted to accompany me during my weekend...
sob....sob...
i just dun know nw......so sad.........i only hav bf ...even my mummy n daddy know weekend is for me n bf to go out......
All i can perdict is that i will be busy with school...den that is....mayb just walk along the street alone......
well faked friends will come & go.....
they will just ignored u & dumped u....
That normal
i know wawa,efa,beenna & rabiah won't do that to me....
hw busy they are they will just on me to hear that i'm okie...
my baby zac i miss u.......dun worid u saw kecik beenna hav been text me here n there to see hw am i...go there do take care...i will just wait for ur return...
muackz...
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